Meeting post

Now I don't mean to be cynical
But the advice I give to others in spoonfuls of positivity
whilst not quite clinical
To me  there is not a wisp of recipricrocity
 Charity does not begin on this home page
And I find myself in a sea of animosity
In an over worked under played kind of rage
Not I may add at the insitution
As I am the victim of my own excess
And the master of my own absolution
The creator of this fine mess
What I need is a personal revolution
For the record
Or a similar veneer
Create my own accord
Be self sincere
Slow down, back up relax
Learn to listen to my inner ear
Give my self some personal voice
Remove that  sense  of fail by fear
I really have to make the choice and not keep faking
That all is fine despite the stresses and  turmoils
And understand that if it all about giving
There is nothing left for the taking
No perfect solutions just the spoils